There are days that feel really dark. Minutes seem to drag endlessly but days pass unnoticed. On those days I feel helpless, even pointless at times, like I have so much to do but nothing seems possible or making sense. I feel like drowning in the negative thoughts and pressure that I put on myself, questioning the purpose of my art, its meaning and my meaning on Earth. If I don’t do something I will drown in my own head. Gotta learn how to swim.